11 Things Only An Oldest Son Can Relate To That Affect Them As Adults
Drazen Zigic | ShutterstockBirth order and sibling relationships all shape childhood development, especially for the oldest child. But someone's role in the family also impacts the kind of adult they grow up to be. Even after we leave the house and stop seeing our siblings every single day, that dynamic never truly leaves us.
Many of the things only an oldest son can relate to are childhood experiences and struggles, but these things still change them as adults years and even decades later. Our childhoods set the stage for our entire lives, even if we'd rather forget them entirely.
Here are 11 things only oldest sons relate to that make them different into adulthood:
1. They've been held to unrealistic standards for life
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Being the firstborn sibling and a boy, especially in a traditional family or household, it's not surprising that the oldest son took on a lot of responsibility. From having a lot of pressure from parents to succeed and be a role model to being placed in front of more educational opportunities, they may have higher IQs, but their self-worth is more fragile.
They're driven by outcomes and productivity, because that's how their worthiness was defined early in life, whether their parents meant for it to be or not.
2. They worry about protecting their siblings
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Many older siblings feel like a third parent to their siblings. While this is typically an experience associated with eldest daughters, many older sons understand the feeling of constant worry and responsibility they felt at home. In many ways, they still feel it, taking on the burden of being the "protector" for everyone in the family, even when they're moved out and on.
That's part of why the eldest sons are at a higher risk of developing anxiety over time, because they're not just worried about or caring for themselves.
3. They still deal with mental health struggles
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While the responsibilities and aftermath of childhood experiences as an eldest son or daughter can take a unique toll, it's a collective experience that typically prompts a higher risk for anxiety and depression than other siblings. They're used to being held to unrealistic standards and taking on the burden of parenthood when their own parents weren't around, and those stressors don't simply go away when they leave the house.
Especially if their parents aren't around anymore or don't play an actively involved role in their child's life, they may still be taking on all the responsibilities of the family, at the expense of their own mental health.
4. They're used to needing praise
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Because worthiness for many of the oldest siblings was defined by parental standards and praise, external validation became an intrinsic part of their self-worth. Whether it's in their adult relationships later in life or the workforce, the dynamic they shared with their parents still affects how they show up and connect as adults.
Even if they can notice these behaviors that seek encouragement and praise from others, they still can't help but find themselves in a cycle of seeking them out.
5. They crave control
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Many eldest siblings inherently feel a sense of power and control at home growing up, because they're the firstborn. They were there first, which gives them some kind of weaponized power to do, say, and act how they want, even if it's annoying and dismissive to their younger siblings.
However, as adults, that dynamic doesn't work anymore. Employers, employees, partners, and even adult siblings from the same household don't tolerate that kind of controlling behavior, even when it helps the oldest son feel more secure. Even if they can acknowledge their need for change, it's still a cycle they often struggle to break from.
6. They struggle to manage emotions
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Many sons from traditional families were pressured to suppress their emotions and cling to a misguided form of masculinity that only put their mental health in danger. Especially for eldest sons, responsible for being a role model and caretaker for siblings, this pressure was often exacerbated.
Now, as adults, without the important space they needed to practice emotional regulation and vulnerability with their parents, they're angry and defensive. They find it hard to connect with and verbalize their own feelings, even when they realize that something needs to change.
7. They always received tough love
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With tons of perfectionist expectations and obligations at home, many eldest siblings got a lot of "tough love" from their parents. They might have been praised for succeeding or doing something right, but also had to watch the affection and unconditional love their siblings got for the bare minimum.
They believed they had to prove themselves worthy of love, while everyone else just got it for free, which shaped their approach to relationships and identity for the long haul.
8. They were expected to mature early
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While some people with unresolved trauma could relate, the parentification that these sons experienced is somewhat characteristic of oldest sibling relationships. They had a million things on their plate, from caretaking siblings to achieving the goals their parents set for them, which meant they had to mature quickly.
They weren't graced with the freedom of childhood innocence or the ability to openly make mistakes. So, of course, as adults, they tend to live stressful, unforgiving lives, where making a mistake isn't an opportunity to learn, but a weakness of character.
9. They feel guilty relaxing
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With a pressure to overwork themselves and "prove" how important, successful, or likable they are as adults, many eldest sons feel guilty relaxing. Similar to when they were kids, expected to do everything without grace from parents, as adults these men hold themselves to unsustainable expectations.
Especially with their heightened risks for mental health and social stigmas that keep them from asking for help, this kind of burnout behavior only keeps eldest sons from living their best lives.
10. They fear failure more than anything
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Like many other perfectionists who place their self-worth alongside productivity and success, eldest siblings often develop an incredible fear of failure and rejection. Their success is a part of who they are as a person.
As adults, that success might look different, like promotions at work or financial freedom, but it still creates a kind of insecurity and fear inside. These men can't ground themselves because they're reliant on external things and people to make them feel important and seen.
11. They become emotionally distant
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Their perfectionism, inability to acknowledge emotions, and reliance on unhelpful forms of masculinity for support all feed into an eldest son's emotional disconnection and numbness. They struggle to connect with anyone because they're more interested in work, career, or whatever else their self-worth is tied to for external validation.
They need other people to be envious or proud of them to feel safe and important, so they're not interested in expressing emotions they deem to be immature or weak.
Zayda Slabbekoorn is a senior editorial strategist with a bachelor's degree in social relations & policy and gender studies who focuses on psychology, relationships, self-help, and human interest stories.
